We went in today for our first real OBGYN appointment. He did an ultrasound and we saw that one of the babies is huge and is moving around like crazy. Then he searched and could not find the 2nd one. It is gone... how is that possible?
The doctor said there is no way he is just missing it - it isn't there.
We heard its heartbeat and now its gone.
I have very mixed emotions right now. So happy for the one that is growing strong, and so devastated for my other little baby that is gone.
My DH touched my belly and said "Bye baby." and I lost it.
I don't want to say goodbye.
Crystal
