One weird fluke gush of red blood, now back to spotting.
I am going to sleep now. I will report in tomorrow when they call with my beta number. Unless the bleeding comes back. But I'm trying not to think of that possibility.
It's the weirdest thing. I am so scared, but I do feel this calm underneath it all knowing I have no control over what happens. I feel this is a girl baby, and I feel she wants to be here with me. I hope everything is ok. I am scared.
Crystal
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