My OB was back in the office today. He is transferring me to a perinatologist. My blood pressure is still really high, even taking the meds. From what he is saying, I may end up delivering even earlier than 37w. He really scared me today, saying that the BABY is at high risk and that the baby could die!!!!
I have been lying down doing nothing all day. Keeping my baby safe is by far the most important thing.
So now I am really scared and can't even think that after all I've been through to get here, I *STILL* may end up getting more bad news. Really - it's been enough. I just want a healthy happy baby.
We are still talking about moving to our new place before the baby gets here, although now it would be a "grab the things we use and we'll come back for the rest later" type move. We found a perinatologist in Flagstaff and I am pre-registered at the hospital there, so it is just a big juggling act day-by-day seeing what will happen.
I can't believe I had a perfectly happy pregnancy and was walking around beaming just a couple short weeks ago, and now I am basically fighting for myself and Wyatt.
Anyway, enough ranting. I'll go back to the couch and keep my feet up.
Crystal
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